Unexpected and MINDSCREWING Interview

Yesterday the medical faculty organized an interview for the pre-medical cadets that passed their pointers. But the information reached us was like the night before the happening day. Everything seems to be like nomrla to me that morning, but when the group was devided into 3, I was in the 1st group. Which one of the panel is the deputy dean. Well, my group was the toughest I can say. *Note: Deputy Dean is a psychologist*. When my turn came up, I went in and sat down, I got a severe brainfreeze situation, when she thre me the question, "why do you choose this profession?" then I answered her "I'm interested, I want to explore more, Help people and bla bla bla those kinda bullshits." Surprisingly, she gave me a astonishing answer, "You DIDN'T ANSWER my question". I was like WHAT?! Then the conversation continue. Throughout the whole interview I was bad. Badly influenced and HYPER-NERVOUS. Damn, I'm screwed now. How I wish I can write a letter,

Dear GOD,
    I need you help badly.
                        Yours Sincerely, BRYAN

Stay firm, be strong, think positive, be optimist.

What is collective "HELL"

Most of the people would say something that is very bad or suffering that is going to happen. But in my context, with what I experienced was, something that we can try to enjoy. From the start it would be quite mental, your muscles will be numb, tired, pain, mental will brake down, but slowly you will realise you are not the only one. People around you are having the same feeling. *execpt the one who is giving laaa =P*. Well, in the end, when you think back, it's quite a day tho. Mentality comes first than physical. You might be physically fit, but you might not be mentally fit. It's easy to say but when it comes true... *Hahaha...* only you will know.
Peace out yo. =P. Stay fit!!!

XOXO...

Warded I

All I remember was PAIN. Endoscopy looks fine to me when I look at the overview. But when you really are in that situation it will be different. First I thought that I would be completely anesthetize then only the camera will be inserted from my mouth into my stomach. What i encountered was that, I was half awake and the doctor started the operation. DAMN, it was awful. What the doctor told me was, "you will feel a bit uncomfortable, but just swallow don't go against it." DAMN, felt cheated. But the pain didn't last long, just for a while then the drug took place. The next thing I know is that I'm on the bed. Throat was extremely uncomfortable and pain. GOSH, I'm HEALTHY!!! Why do appointments have to be postponed for months?! I have stomach problem two months ago NOT now. Well, who cares, as long as I'm healthy, some body check-ups will do. Stay healthy readers.

XOXO...

算了吧。

有时候不是你想不想而是你行不行。
Many things might seems to be easy to reach but forbidden to touch.