小小的病痛

I didn't do that on purpose...

I wanted to text... 

But maybe it was my sudden mistake to decide not to text...

这就是我的小小病痛。。。

有时候就是过分的有信心。。。

就是自己害死了自己。。。

你的要求不困难。。。而是我自己复杂化了它。。。是我的错。。。

一个小小的讯息。。。造成了现在的局面。。。

也许我的思念你不会体会到或者比起我的还来得严重。。。

俩人在一起因该能很简单。。。

就是多了我这种废材吧。。。

我就没有一点点值得原谅的地方吗？

我这是想说声，对不起。。。

压力

从以前，到如今，我都没什么给自己压力，因该是我有点小聪明吧。但是，现在压力就像一种有威胁性的武器。。。我被压缩。。。

我已经忘了如何去笑。。。

压力真的存在吗？

Equality

I didn't wish for much... 

When I have problems I shared with you because you asked me...

When you have problems, I begged for it... But you pushed me away...

I know it's your life is not easy...

But at least let me know what should I do to help?

You don't need my help?

You need some space?

F**k space!

If you are upset, I will be ten times more than that... Because I care!

Don't say I don't know how you feel...

我是看脸色看了十八年活过来的。

What you show on your face, your text, I know how to interpret...

Yeah, sometimes I know I'm a control freak...

But, I just want you to open up your mind... I just want you to Share your problems...

Past, I no longer want to know...

I just want to know what is your current problems...

What are you facing... 

Maybe you can live on by ignoring me...

I can't... In out in out in out... Every SHIT in my brain is about you...

Nevermind... You win...

你赢了。。。我就看你的吧。。。

看着你来办。。。

孝，不需要等。

It took me away...

From days to days...

It doesn't seem long...

Yeah, indeed it was just 4months and 8days...

But she meant a whole lot to me...

If she's hurted, inside me, I was killed...

If she's sad, I would crack my head to cheer her up...

But the biggest mistake that I did was...

Letting her down, making her sad...

I didn't want to be like this...

I just want her to be happy...

I just want to know her more...

But it all started with my stupidity...

A slack which brought us into a fight...

If I can exchange my pride for her happiness, I would give in...

If I can give away money to bring her smile back, I would give in...

But... These didn't work... 

I can feel it's really hurtful to her...

I wanted to give her my part...

I wanted to take her pain and give her my happiness...

Why lord!!! Why can't you be fair with her?

I just want to see her smile...

A smile which will make up my whole day...

The mesmeriszing smile that I adore... 

I would kneel down and say I'm sorry dear dear...

I'M REALLY SORRY DEAR DEAR...

I miss your smile... 

Anxiety, I guess I inherited my parents genes.

It's been a while

Hmmm... Decided to write something...

I just got back to my University, guess what? Everybody is having their holiday I took a quiz which I got to read back the whole physiology syllabus despite after 3 weeks of holidays...

Who can take up a book again to study for a quiz?

Maybe there are people who can... But definitely not me... Haha...

I thought it was right after my professional exam at first... But now I know... "It's NOT".

My class is planning on a "field trip"...

Heading to islands I guess. Gosh, how I wish I can follow to full trip...

Too bad... QUIZ again...

During my two weeks holiday I spend most of my time at my home doing nothing...

But I spend 5 days with my special one... :) 3 days at melacca was indeed delight! :D

I won't forget those moments...

I just miss it...

I miss you alot...

*although it's not even a week yet* >,<.

People would say these feelings will only occur in the beginning of a cling.

I really hope we'll stay this way as long as we're together... :3

We are silly... We are stubborn...

But we are who we are made of... A pair which we will make people jealous. :P

思念是一种病。

A realm of itself.

Well, people talk about love.

People share love.

People give love.

People being loved.

A realm that allow people to immense themselves into it.

:)

Well, I'm glad to have you.

XOXO. :) 

Stressed

What is it to feel stressed...

Stressed until an extent which you shed tears... 

Man are human, woman are human... 

We need care... 

I lost

Somehow, maybe it was my fault.

Maybe it wasn't...

Maybe it was me who is naive. 

But is it hard to start a conversation?

Last time you use to do so.

Well, maybe it should be my job. 

Things change, time pass.

That should sound or look like something which is very small...

If I were to get mad with it, I would be the loser type of loser...

Yet I'm a guy...

Damn, with a stick yet being that naive... Childish...

HAHAHAHAHA.... Pathetic...

What? PATHETIC... 

I just want a word from you... 

Even a "fuck off" would do...

Maybe you just can't care much anymore? 

Yeah, exams are near...

You have no time for it... 

I understand...

I truly understands. :)

Concentrate on your studies... 

Good luck to you.

Strive for the utmost ahead.

Best wishes.

A little more or a little less

Human do make mistakes.

But....

When a man done is mistake once it's called lesson,

When a man repeat the same mistake for the second time it's called pathetic,

When the same man repeat the same old mistake,

He should find a wall and kill himself.

I did a lot of mistakes...

Sorry that I can't be perfect to you.

Just sometimes I feel helpless when you suffer something which I didn't go through...

You meant a lot to me... 

Sorry that I can't be good enough for you.

I will change I pwomise...

Optimistic

Maybe it's just some other problems?

I guess it's just my fault that made her like this?

Bryan... Bear this in mind, you will never be the right one... 

Always keep left. :) 

Point of View?

When you are a senior, act like one.

When you become a senior,

Be the ones who have brains,

Don't be scumbags seniors.

Total retards...

The world don't spin for you.

Know your rights!

Disheartening?

Well, I just done my semester2 finals...

Just at the moment I wanted to have a chill...

There comes my Physiology Professor, Prof Dr Amin...

He came and told us about our final condition.

What he said was very de-moralizing I guess, or he's trying to help by telling the truth? 

Well, indeed, I guess my class did some real shit there...

*including me myself done some shit on the paper I guess...

There it goes... One paper DOWN...

Morale... DOWN...

Man down man down... Need backup!!! 

FYI: I flung my Physiology paper (pre-assumption)

What about now?

Semester 2 final, no one mentioned it was ever easy. 

It was never easy...

First, it was the physiology paper...

I guess this time is the first time I failed myself to do the paper nicely...

I mean in sense of university level?

First look: indeed easy, yet confusing.. 

*maybe the gap between the last test that I took was too long*

I know basically what is the question asking but, I can't answer...

People use to say, if don't know then "tembak saja la"... Well, I did what exactly the phrase mentioned...

Today, it was the another hell paper... 

ANATOMY...

It took a little while for me to finish my revision for the paper...

Or I should say, it was so much that I can't finish. So, I assume I finished...

Multiple Choice Questions.... 

My hardest choice in life can be, 

TRUE OR FALSE already...

If I get it right... 1mark granted...

If I got it wrong? Half mark deducted... 

A good question that I am asking myself... 

"Why you bloody choose MEDICINE???"

You pick the pain, you bear the pain.

"Be a man!" - Russell Peters

Days before semester 2 finals?

I almost scared the shit out of myself.

I lost my file with tonnes of notes inside...

Then only I came to know that it was in the class area.

Someone took it...

Don't kindergarden teach kids that if you borrow you must RETURN?

Damn, if such basic thing you need people to teach you, I would suggest you, QUIT LIFE. 

Damn! Lost my temper there....

*breathe, breathe, breathe....

Thinking on the other side, maybe I misplaced it?

*that's my bloody effort...

I use "blood" and "sweat" to make it out.

Garsh!!!

*control control...

Blame no one... But myself...

I was the one who didn't take good care of it.

I was the one who trust around me too much...

Blame no one... Blame no one....

A mute would have speak unheard words;

A deaf would have listened spoken words,

A friend can be your best assistant;

A foe can be one of your friends.

Selfishness is not just a personality,

It's human nature.

Mirror by Justin Timberlake

Aren't you somethin' to admire?

'Cause your shine is somethin' like a mirror

And I can't help but notice

You reflect in this heart of mine

If you ever feel alone and

The glare makes me hard to find

Just know that I'm always

Parallel on the other side

'Cause with your hand in my hand and a pocket full of soul

I can tell you there's no place we couldn't go

Just put your hand on the glass

I'll be tryin' to pull you through

You just gotta be strong

'Cause I don't wanna lose you now

I'm lookin' right at the other half of me

The vacancy that sat in my heart

Is a space and now your home

Show me how to fight for now

And I'll tell you, baby, it was easy

Comin' back here to you once I figured it out

You were right here all along

It's like you're my mirror

My mirror staring back at me

I couldn't get any bigger

With anyone else beside of me

And now it's clear as this promise

That we're making two reflections into one

'Cause it's like you're my mirror

My mirror staring back at me, staring back at me

Aren't you somethin' an original

'Cause it doesn't seem merely a sample

And I can't help but stare, 'cause

I see truth somewhere in your eyes

I can't ever change without you

You reflect me, I love that about you

And if I could, I would look at us all the time

'Cause with your hand in my hand and a pocket full of soul

I can tell you there's no place we couldn't go

Just put your hand on the glass

I'll be tryin' to pull you through

You just gotta be strong

'Cause I don't wanna lose you now

I'm lookin' right at the other half of me

The vacancy that sat in my heart

Is a space and now your home

Show me how to fight for now

And I'll tell you, baby, it was easy

Comin' back here to you once I figured it out

You were right here all along

It's like you're my mirror

My mirror staring back at me

I couldn't get any bigger

With anyone else beside of me

And now it's clear as this promise

That we're making two reflections into one

'Cause it's like you're my mirror

My mirror staring back at me, staring back at me

Yesterday is history

Tomorrow's a mystery

I can see you lookin' back at me

Keep your eyes on me

Baby, keep your eyes on me

'Cause I don't wanna lose you now

I'm lookin' right at the other half of me

The vacancy that sat in my heart

Is a space and now your home

Show me how to fight for now (please show me, baby)

I'll tell you, baby, it was easy

Comin' back here to you once I figured it out

You were right here all along

It's like you're my mirror

My mirror staring back at me

I couldn't get any bigger

With anyone else beside of me

And now it's clear as this promise

That we're making two reflections into one

'Cause it's like you're my mirror

My mirror staring back at me, staring back at me

You are, you are the love of my life [x10]

Now you're the inspiration for this precious song

And I just wanna see your face light up since you put me on

So now I say goodbye to the old me, it's already gone

And I can't wait wait wait wait wait to get you home

Just to let you know, you are

You are, you are the love of my life [x8]

Girl you're my reflection, all I see is you

My reflection, in everything I do

You're my reflection and all I see is you

My reflection, in everything I do

You are, you are the love of my life [x16]

Human, we ourselves

People that do not think for themselves first is known to be stupid or idiot.

Watching people all around me...

Sarcasm, hypocrite, selfishness...

People with less humor or tolerance, they won't make things last, they won't think it from other perspective.

Yeah, they might be right but think deeper, the others can be right also.

It is just like maths,

An answer does not only have an equation to solve it.

Non-verbal cues...

Yeah, maybe I see it because I care...

But can't a friend take note of those cues?

I was thought to be tolerant, I was thought to be considerable.

But what people showed me... 

Is the sub-side of themselves.

Learn to choose friends people out there. Not all will treat you the way you treat them.

People don't see the small things, they only see the things that hurt them or parasite them the most. 

Life is not a playground for you to fuck around. Life fucks you before you fuck others. 

Perhaps a little space to stand?

Yeah, people around are amazing.

You have this,

He has that,

She has this and that..

Well, life is about competing...

You win the game? You're famous bro.

People being amazing always let me feel that they deserves more...

But why do I get things that I don't deserve?

Why when I compare, people like me can have something that don't belong to me?

Perhaps it's just a mistake?

Oh well, I see how long do it stays...

I gave it all, but it seems like people around are much better...

I just can't ignore...

They are good, this is the fact..

Maybe, I should say that,

"To deserve the best, one does not have to be amazing, you just have to be the right one to have it."

I will never be that level of class...

They are just like the "demi-god" class that I used to classified them.

The really amazing ones...

Me?

Where do I put myself?

Well, I am the one who is doing the chart...

I guess I am off the board?

I was never competent.

I don't put up a fight not because I worry that I will lose, it is just that I don't have that much of "level" to put up the fight. 

*PVP request fail.

(Only for gamers)

I want to be good, I want to be outstanding, I want to be seen, I guess somehow, someday, somewhere...

People will get to see who I am.

But now... Get to work buddy, exam is near... 

Good luck to myself.

#year1medicine #professionalexam

A little not too much

I think I lost my identity as chinese, or should I say, I lost my way...

I was lost along my path...

No one found me,

No one intends to find me...

I can be very stubborn I guess,

A total retard, all new level of fucked up human...

Silence...

It kills inside of me...

Stress...

It burdens inside of me...

Sacrifice...

This killed me...

I was never the one before...

Sorry to everyone that put high hopes on me... 

I just can do what I can...

Procrastination II

I gazed away and divert myself from the goal that I'm trying to achieve.

The days left were not much...

Finals I would say, it's just around the corner..

Preparation done were insufficient...

Now I will just able to do whatever I can to save myself. 

Push a bit, nail the books! This I would say to myself.

Rush to the end. Strive for the excellence... 

Procrastination

I took thing too easy.

Fucked my life...

Fucked it up... 

Fucked my academic...

To lose, To embrace

People come, people go...

Every person that comes into our lives are not meant to stay forever...

That's why when we have the chance we will have to cherish them...

Treat them right... 

Understand them....

Sometimes when it goes, it will never be back... 

People put hopes, people get disappointments... 

People hold hands, people walk alone... 

Sometimes, we may wanted to make things clear, but sometime it's would be better if we make it just the way it suppose to be...

When time comes, people will get to know the truth... 

The truth that portray what we think and how we feel... 

This is what we call, a TOUGH LIFE. 

To remember, to forget, and to embrace... 

A Day

Should I call it, satisfied? 

Haha... It's not about the money that we spent is the outcome that we're able to see... 

Happiness....

Satisfaction...

:)

As long as you are happy... 

I will try it out... 

Indeed it was a day with you... :) 

反义词

When things are going smoothly, people will see it positively...

When things are going against them, people will see it negatively...

This is what life portrays today...

Obey me, I will keep you alive...

Disobey me, fuck you, hell you go...

Moral of the story? 

You don't fuck with people's life, fuck your life first when your life fucks you.

#getalife

Beauty?

She's not beautiful.

But she is one of a kind...

我还想她 - 林俊杰

泪水 将我淹没 到底谁该难过

究竟 是谁放掉 这段感情

我才终于明白 办不到的承诺 就成了枷锁

现实中幸福永远缺货

 

请告诉她 我不爱她

笑着难过 自我惩罚

想终止这一切挣扎 横了心 说真心谎话

 

别告诉她 我还想她

恨总比爱容易放下

当泪水堵住了胸口 就让沉默 代替所有回答

 

我才终于明白 办不到的承诺 就成了枷锁

现实中幸福永远缺货

 

请告诉她 我不爱她

笑着难过 自我惩罚

想终止这一切挣扎 横了心 说真心谎话

 

别告诉她 我还想她

恨总比爱容易放下

当泪水堵住了胸口 就让沉默 代替所有回答

 

我不爱 我不痛 我不懂

我的心 早已掏空

真心话 言不由衷

 

请告诉她 我不爱她

笑着难过 自我惩罚

想终止这一切挣扎 横了心 说真心谎话

 

别告诉她 我还想她

恨总比爱容易放下

当泪水堵住了胸口 就让沉默 代替所有回答

 

别告诉她 我还想她 就让沉默 代替所有回答

 

Stay strong

The strength to stand comes from the bravery to fall.

Chances

Everybody deserves a chance.

When you like it, go for it.

You don't wait it to come.

When it slipped away catch it back.

Chances might not come the second time...

But make that once count...

Make that once count like tomorrow never exist.

Life goes on - Gym Class Heroes feat. Oh Land

Let's go!

[Oh Land - Chorus]

Oh when the day is gone

Oh when the nights are long

Life goes on

Life goes on

We gotta live it up til it's gone (live it up)

Cuz we won't be around too long

Life goes on

Life goes on (yea!)

[Travie McCoy]

Lately it seems the good dreams are few and far between

Nightmares are putting fires out with gasoline (damn)

And I'm just tryna stay righteous

Sometimes I see my own face in Christ's likeness

And apart from my life's vices, fifteen years young had my first mid-life crisis

But it's tough to stay upright and pious when people you hold highest be the ones that most biased

My daddy told me misery loves company

If that's the case they must hate they ain't getting none from me

I don't sweat it, it's embedded in my DNA

I got a good heart and bad brains BMA

[Chorus]

Oh when the day is gone (yea!)

Oh when the nights are long (uh huh)

Life goes on (life goes on)

Life goes on (They say that life goes on. Let's go!)

We gotta live it up til it's gone

Cuz we won't be around too long

Life goes on (Life goes on)

Life goes on (You know that life goes on)

[Travie McCoy]

Up late facebookin, playin could've been

And starin at an empty bed my ex-girl should've been in

Thinking what I woulda done different

Not a damn thing cuz finally I'm done with it

Besides I got a girl that adores me

And I never take for granted all things she does for me (never)

I shoot the moon down and put it on a wedding band

And sing "These Arms of Mine" to her

She's Otis Redding fan

And she'll never forget it man (never)

Cuz she knows she'll never find a better man

Let's go ahead with these wedding plans

Come on, let's sing a song life goes on

[Chorus]

Oh when the day is gone (day's gone)

Oh when the nights are long (nights are long)

Life goes on (life goes on)

Life goes on (you know that life goes on. come on!)

We gotta live it up til it's gone (live it up)

Cuz we won't be around too long

Life goes on (life goes on)

Life goes on (they say that life goes on)

[Bridge]

You take too much for granted

(Too much. We don't want an inch we want miles)

I just can't understand it

(Can't understand it. Is it really that hard to smile?)

We don't ask, we demand it

(We demand it. It's gone when it's gone.)

And I'm tryin not to panic

(But you know what they say. Life goes on.)

[Chorus]

Oh when the day is gone (yea!)

Oh when the nights are long

Life goes on (life goes on)

Life goes on (you know that life goes on. come on!)

We gotta live it up til it's gone (live it up)

Cuz we won't be around too long

Life goes on (life goes on)

Life goes on (life goes on)

They say that life goes on

You know that life goes on

They say that life goes on

You know that

You know that

You know that life goes on

缘

When things come together at the same time people will come to a decision to choose.

When they pick either one, the other one will be neglected.

Sorrow, pain, heart breaking...

To see either of the party suffer in vain it scorches, it hurts...

Soul being torn in parts...

Thoughts all over the place...

Perhaps an end to everything is the best solution for me...

Yes, you can curse me, that's a bitch's reaction.

Yea, I hide from reality, I hide from these problems... 

I know it hurts...

Everybody hurts...

You will be fine...

Very soon...

You won't be seeing me around, or listening any news about me.

That should be the best way for me to hinder myself from your life...

It was indeed a wonderful 3 weeks...

The first 3 weeks that I got...

Awkwardness, sweet, cute, maturity, immaturity....

All the feeling was there... 

I won't feel sorry...

Because I don't want to be regretful to make this decision...

Make your way to success...

You will be one hell of the most outstanding lawyer...

Bless upon your success...

I will still watch around...

I am not the superman that you think of... 

I am just a pathetic human with the mirror of myself that I brought together...

You will be a happy person...

Blessed luck upon you. :)

E.N.D

You and you are the best that I could have met in my life.

F.L.A.W.L.E.S.S.

如今

Everything has come to an end.

Ha.ha.ha... I guess I am really a jerk. If I am why don't carry on with what I really was before this?

Heart breaking?

Curse me?

When we see what we do in past, it takes a while to remind us...

What is wrong with this, what was right, what we had done... 

Yeah, when I look back, indeed I was quite a failure.

Now?

A more pathetic failure...

Fail to see the stance of another person...

I was firm with my stance because I felt it was right for me...

I asked everything because I was too stupid to know everything...

"Mom, why can't I be a more considerate person?"

"Because you worry too much, you think too much, Bryan..."

自豪，自大。。。

哈。哈。哈。。。

I guess I really created a hell demon out of myself...

You were very considerate...

I have a weak point, I guess is the weakest point... 

I tend to agree along with what people stress on...

When people get furious with their stance, I will keep my thoughts away and agree along... 

*maybe not always...*

But when it happens, most of thetime it  works... Because I don't want to get into trouble...

I'm a happy person. Not because I am.

Because I learn to forget.

Being forgetful maybe is the biggest gift I can get from god personally besides my family.

I don't seek for happiness...

I only seek for understanding...

I want to understand people, I want to be understood by people...

That's why I ask...

I seek for answers... 

But it does not work everytime I tried...

Lies,

My life is a lie...

A lie to be told...

真真假假，假假真真。。。

I guess it's no longer important...

You have made the decision...

When the time comes...

I will take the reality... 

You suffered, she was happy, I was contradicting myself.

Then, hate me, leave me, seek for a better life... 

A more freedom space...

I don't want to give false hope to happiness... 

Hypocrite I would say...

It will end... The pain may stay awhile, but she has more time, more people around to relief...

I just want a small box...

A small space for myself... 

To hide, to express, to talk to myself... 

You and you...

Forget me...

Deny me...

Curse me...

I don't want to be out there in the life.

I just want my box.

A life with only my mirror in the box.

What is the opposite side of everything?

Nothing, he answered. 

Who we are

History tells us who we are and what are we made up of.

Now I realize I do like History.

Pathetic me

People see me as a person which is,

Happy, childish, maybe dark, sporty...

Whatever...

But... 

I found myself has no difference from the petty little kittens at the end of the street.

Being neglected,

Tossed around,

No matter how hard you try you will never be competent.

Maybe I should just stay where I came from and have my own pathetic life... 

A feedback? indeed, it is a feedback. 

#gofuckyourself

Hidden shadow

Phantom of the opera?

To be hidden or to be exposed,

To watch over,

To embrace,

To understand,

To be neglected,

To be outcast,

To be called off,

Phantom haunts,

I will watch your back.

"You will never walk alone." - Liverpool FC

Be someone

Hard work is what takes to make a better person.

Sacrifice is what takes to make hard work.

Buckle up BRYAN!

You have a WAR to FIGHT!

Disappointment

Things are changing.

I'm getting lazier and lazier.

What motivates me?

Basically nothing motivates me...

I can't find a single solid reason to persuade myself to strive for it. 

Determination is just not there, people use to say that it's all about your mentality. 

Guess what, I just doesn't have that mentality already... 

Nothing comes easy, but hard work doesn't come whenever you wish.

How I wish I can study all day long without stopping, but my thoughts like to wander around and think about other people's business.

While in the class, lecturers use to do reviews that what we've learnt.

After the question is thrown out during the review, I can't really refresh back a single clue.

Maybe I'm just, not that competent.

There're thousands of medical students out there, but I'm not the type with super self esteem and brilliant brains.

Looking at the smart ones I will feel guilty.

Looking back to myself, I feel stupidity.

Yeah, people can say what they want, I can act as much as I want.

I'm just not the person who I used to be.

A weaker person, is who am I.

I AM DISAPPOINTED, BRYAN.

#digaholeandburymyself

People don't see themselves

旁观者清。

I keep those feelings for myself.
If I were to speak, you and I will ended up in a fight. Why? Nevermind, then, feel whatever you feel is right, assume whatever you assume is right. You will always be the one who is right.
Having an argument is not fun.
When argument comes, who is it to blame? Me? Yeah, perhaps... Because I'm the stupid one.
I'm no worthy your respect. Keep that in mind...
Reality tells us, a million deeds you have done before, will never win a mistake you do.
People will remember the wrong things you have done. Not the right things.


#fuckmyownlife.

Be Happy. Be Fucked Up.

I am a human too

Humans have feeling...
I have feelings...
It's okay I allow people to override me. But don't... Just don't over do it.
Really... Don't... It hurts bad inside of me...
I may looks like a weakling but... Don't just don't...
疯子什么都做得出。。。

The Backstage

I nearly shed a tear...
I don't understand because I don't want to think back...
It's not that I know what you're thinking, you're the most similar person to me that I could have met...
I know what you think, I know how you feel...
Darkest deep thoughts? Suicidal thoughts? I learn to forget...
I have been there and I have struggled before...
It hurts to take blame... But I will say "Thank you... *smiles*"
Things done, people claim...
But certain people do thing not to claim anything...
They just need trust...
Trust is the hardest gift a person can give...
If in return, too many task to be done, too many things to be remembered...
It's okay to be isolated...
It's okay to be ignored...
It's okay to be treated cold...
People that failed deserve these...
People done it why can't you?
Yeah, maybe I'm just... Too simple?
Turn your back to me...
I will still watch you back buddy...
Always... :3


#一次不忠，百次不容。

Balance?

There is no such thing as fair in this world... Everything was treated unfair...
I wanted to be fair but things will turn out bad...
A competition can't gave two winners... There is where I learn to worry-less and do more...

A Cling

Am I happy? Haha... I guess so...
As long as she's happy then I'll be happy...
Relationship for me, it's not something big... It's a cling for me... If we react more towards the cling, it might drop of easily...
But if we show no reaction, the cling will eventually get rusty...
As long as I know you're there for me, and i will be there for you... Thing maybe will turn out just fine. :)

#worryfree
#thinkingfree

对不起 谢谢

純白無瑕　溫柔芬芳
你洗的衣服　有你的模樣
滿身是汗　脫了又穿
你常笑我髒　男人難免啊
那種稀鬆平常的對白　已不再

我愛你　好愛你
對不起　謝謝　套上手中那只戒
我恨你　好恨你
對不起　謝謝　嘲笑我有多狼狽

你的善良　我的倔強
我們的小孩　會像誰模樣
常常在想　幾年之外
長睫毛女孩　單眼皮男孩
曾經近在咫尺的未來　已天涯

＊我愛你　好愛你
　對不起　謝謝　腦中住著你的臉
　我恨你　好恨你
　對不起　謝謝　孤獨刺著我的背＊

Maybe.....

可能我就是那种不适合谈恋爱的人。。。
哈哈。。。很可悲啊。。。
不过，我都算做了一些我不会后悔得事。。
不是他们不够好。。就是一时的错造成我现在的悲。。。
自己悲就好了啦。。。好要害到人。。。
一切过错。。。多多包含。。。
祝你们都快乐啊。。。:D


ipreferbeingforeveralone.
iamjustaordinarybitch.
getalifemuthafakkas.
Hahahaha....
peaceout! XOXO...

Second Chance

我知道我做错了。但是我有尝试去挽回。。。往往就是少了个机会。。
Sometimes, chance only come by once. When it is lost it will never come back.

Everybody deserves a second chance.

我疯了。

哈哈哈。。。

我。哭。了。

Little talks by Of Monster and Men

Hey! Hey! Hey!
I don't like walking around this old and empty house.
So hold my hand, I'll walk with you my dear
The stairs creak as I sleep,
it's keeping me awake
It's the house telling you to close your eyes

Some days I can't even dress myself.
It's killing me to see you this way.
'Cause though the truth may vary
this ship will carry our bodies safe to shore.

Hey! Hey! Hey!

There's an old voice in my head
that's holding me back
Well tell her that I miss our little talks.
Soon it will all be over and buried with our past
We used to play outside when we were young
and full of life and full of love.
Some days I feel like I'm wrong when I am right.
Your mind is playing tricks on you my dear.

'Cause though the truth may vary
This ship will carry our bodies safe to shore

Hey!
Don't listen to a word I say
Hey!
The screams all sound the same.
Hey!
Though the truth may vary
this ship will carry our bodies safe to shore

Hey! Hey! Hey!

You're gone, gone, gone away,
I watched you disappear.
All that's left is a ghost of you.
Now we're torn, torn, torn apart,
there's nothing we can do,
Just let me go, we'll meet again soon.
Now wait, wait, wait for me, please hang around
I'll see you when I fall asleep.

Hey!
Don't listen to a word I say
Hey!
The screams all sound the same.
Hey!
Though the truth may vary
this ship will carry our bodies safe to shore
Don't listen to a word I say
Hey!
The screams all sound the same.
Hey!
Though the truth may vary
this ship will carry our bodies safe to shore (x3)

The Last One. No more. This is to an end.

My fault?

Learn how to have MUTUAL RESPECT!

Brooks Half Marathon

Previously, I have done a marathon before. So, for this run I have kinda more confident to finish it. But this run although is a shorter run, yet, I ran like people with amputated legs. But along the way I see all types of people, even a veteran over took me with his easy step. I see how much they value health inside them. In conclusion, I had two sore legs, a light-feeling head and two foot with blisters. Run Happy, by Brooks.
*barefoot indeed nice but still, they require socks!!!*