Tuesday, October 7, 2014

A little of me

I guess I pay too much attention on other people but not myself.
I tend to think how people will be, what if I didnt do this how will and what will happen next.
But that question, I never ask myself.
I never questioned myself what if I did this or that, what will ever happen to me. 
Maybe because I am too egotastic?
Maybe I am too pathetic? 
Maybe I am just too selfish. 

I learn to love by having you,
I learn to live by having you,
I learn to be better by having you.
Thank you my dear dear.
Love you always. 

First step: learn to be serious.

Friday, April 4, 2014

Wrong time at the wrong place

What we call as accusation?
It's the act which blaming one who has no relation to the case.
When they asked me to explain, I cheated them for the first time...
Why? It's simple, I'm the only suspect, why again? It's myself I guess. I'm that kinda person which dont know how to handle situation, not that kinda person who can take in serious cases.
Yea, I was there before but everything seems to be coming towards me, why? I was at the wrong place at the wrong time, all they see is me... All me, being judgemental to me. Witness? All they see is my weakness in points.
Yup, I didnt do it why should I fret? But I'm all by my own. The one and only which they can see that has relation to the case.
Nevermind, such a case you tell me it's a scar to her dignity. Fuck that, do I look like a fucking dumbass that don't know about that fact? C'mon don't talk dignity with me when you spread news. Where it starts where it ends, and you told other people about the case and fucking stereotyped me? Then what's that all about? Telling people that I commited a crime that I didn't commit? 
I did not do it. ONLY GOD KNOWS. And I repeat! I DID NOT do it. Evidence? If ten guns were to point at you, what fucking evidence will also be, dust. Get it dumbass? If I were to commit that crime I will fucking tell you, it's me. Don't talk cock with me girl... And the fucking black one, fucking manipulator. First you said this then you said that? You tell me she didn't wear specs so can't see clearly. And her eyes have blur vision, but yet she can see hands, a clear cut HAND?! You can see it's hand but tell me can't see colors? Because it's dark? If it's fucking dark how you know it's a fucking hand?!?! There are fucking other things other than hands right? Commonsense ZERO. I'm contradicting myself? And you tell me I'm lying? But I told the truth afterthat? What fucked up reaction you gave me? I am not the convict, I will never give up on my stance. 
I WILL NOT AND NEVER ADMIT! 

Monday, March 17, 2014

我要明白,我不是过去了。

就让自己再加油一些吧。
别气馁,放弃,不是我的作风。
超人都需要休息,那我现在就起飞吧!

超人不会飞- 周董
媽媽說很多事別太計較 只是使命感找到了我我睡不著
如果說罵人要有點技巧 我會加點旋律你會覺得 超屌
我的槍不會裝彈藥(彈藥) 所以放心不會有人倒(人倒)
我拍青蜂俠不需要替身 因為自信是我繪畫的顏料

我做很多事背後的意義遠比你們想像
拍個電視劇為了友情與十年前的夢想
收視率再高也難抗衡我的偉大理想
因為我的人生無需再多一筆那獎項
我不知道何時變成了社會的那榜樣
被狗仔拍不能比中指要大器的模樣(怎樣)

我唱的歌詞要有點文化 因為隨時會被當教材
CNN能不能等英文好一點再訪 時代雜誌封面能不能重拍
隨時隨地注意形象 要控制飲食不然就跟杜莎夫人蠟像的我不像(本來就不像)
好萊塢的中國戲院地上有很多手印腳印何時才能看見我的掌

喔如果超人會飛 那就讓我在空中停一停歇
再次俯瞰這個世界 會讓我覺得好一些
拯救地球好累 雖然有些疲憊但我還是會
不要問我哭過了沒 因為超人不能流眼淚

唱歌要拿最佳男歌手 拍電影也不能只拿個最佳新人
你不參加頒獎典禮就是沒禮貌 你去參加就是代表你很在乎
得獎時你感動落淚(落淚) 人家就會覺得你誇張做作(做作)
你沒表情別人就會說太囂張 如果你天生這個表情 那些人甚至會怪你媽媽(媽媽)
結果最後是別人在得獎 你也要給予充分的掌聲與微笑

開的車不能太好 住的樓不能太高
我到底是一個創作歌手還是好人好事代表
專輯一出就必須是冠軍 拍了電影就必須要大賣
只能說當超人真的好難

如果超人會飛(超人會飛) 那就讓我在空中停一停歇(停一停歇)
再次俯瞰這個世界 會讓我覺得好一些
拯救地球好累(地球好累) 雖然有些疲憊但我還是會(我還是會)
不要問我哭過了沒 因為超人不能流眼淚


要紧牙根,告诉自己,人生是没有的一定,没有的决定,因为很多事都是自己掌控的。
爸妈,我不会让你们失望的!

亲爱的咯福,
我会答应你不会再有我失落的一天,因为我曾经告诉过你,”开开心心都是一天,伤心又是一天,为什么不开开心心的过呢?”更何况我有你的支持。谢谢你啊!

Saturday, February 8, 2014

Maybe it's just me

Jealousy? Or I overreacted? Or I'm being bitchy? :S
No, stat calm, open up your mind...
It's just another friend around her...
Ya, just another friend, no harm...

Bryan, you think too much... Think too much... 
开心就好。。。:)

Wednesday, February 5, 2014

Flashbacks

After watching the movie "you're the apple of my eye" it reminds me of many things... Haha... Okay, I know I'm a bit outdated but it's because I missed it at the first place...
But watching the movie now have no difference, it's entertaining yet touching...
Everybody has their story to be told... 
A story to be shared...
Everybody will have that experience of loving someone yet letting the chance to go off...
Let's move forward people, brighter tomorrow is waiting for us...
Chances are ahead...
Yesterday is what we should learn from it. 
:) to hold on is good, but if is not yours, it will never be yours. :)
Move on peeps! 


Thursday, January 2, 2014

One of my personal favorite

The Tears of the Blue Sky (azora no namida) by Hitomi Takahashi

(Translated lyrics)
All alone in the darkness, 
i knew the meaning of your tears 
i took a step towards where i wanted to be, 
but i didn't want to hurt anyone

The wind that crosses the ocean, 
once again heads towards tomorrow without hesitation 
why can't my heart move?

What fate awaits me? I don't want to regret being born 
there is courage in sorrow 
i believe i can grasp the light

Tears flow down from a clear blue sky
someday they'll change to a smile

The wind that quickly chased me 
slips between my fingers 
i'm still scared to trust, 
but i won't stay in the same place any longer

The moon softly tapped my shoulder, 
shining a moonlight path on the water 
i'm even forgetting how to hesitate

Even if a tomorrow of nothingness awaits 
there's a way to create something 
i will change the future that's been decided 
a strong love is welling up

The blue sky's tears overflowed 
it will surely be sunny tomorrow

So i can start walking towards 
what i saw up ahead 
i can go as far as i want, 
so i don't lose sight of myself

What fate awaits me? I don't want to regret being born 
there is courage in sorrow 
i believe i can grasp the light

The blue sky's tears rain down incessantly 
someday they'll change to a smile