Brooks Half Marathon

Previously, I have done a marathon before. So, for this run I have kinda more confident to finish it. But this run although is a shorter run, yet, I ran like people with amputated legs. But along the way I see all types of people, even a veteran over took me with his easy step. I see how much they value health inside them. In conclusion, I had two sore legs, a light-feeling head and two foot with blisters. Run Happy, by Brooks.
*barefoot indeed nice but still, they require socks!!!*

Encouraging or Discouraging?

Past few weeks were packed with classes, 3 tests were done. Sadly speaking, I failed two of them. Should I be discouraged or take it as a mentality booster? Haiz... 

*So DIScouraging, :O"

Well, life goes on. Work harder for the next time. :). Haha, this typical new girl that came in this UNI is weird yet funny. But won't talk much in here :P. It's bad to poke people's back. Next week will be a new block for me... A new system to learn... First day it's already having 5 CLASSES waiting. My GAWD... That will give me a cramp in my brain. X,X!. Pray hard my neurotransmitter will still function well. :O...

If situation still on going like this I can predict that I will REALLY fail soon, everyday just class, sleep, eat, play, sleep... Damn, no revision at all. Oh please, BRYAN! SHOW SOME EFFORT PLEASE?! T,T, I need some initiative please...

Dear Bryan,
   Please find yourself  ASAP, URGENT!!!
                                               From BRYAN.

Plan wise is easy, think wise is easy, but action is always the tricky part. 

I REALLY HAVE TO PICK UP SOME PACE ALREADY!!! 

"Your Altitude depends on your attitude not your aptitude."

Work hard 'ma boy, work hard...

Beginning of the endless journey.

Well, it is really been a while that since the last time I post a blog. haha, my first year in medical degree has started 3 weeks ago and yet I'm already dying while facing those books already.

*it is more or less like culture shock for me.

People tend to plan very hard but in the end fails the plan. I do plan, just I don't know why it just won't work on me. *damn, I'll really have to put some effort in working out plans.* Books, books, books... He will be my partner for the rest of my life I guess. In classes, ever since the lecturers start their lectures, automatically, eye lids will start being heavy, head will start nodding and mind will start wondering about grandmother's stories then *snap!* BLACKOUT! THERE GOES ONE DOWN! Gosh, I tend to stay awake in the class but still.... 

Oh well, I still have to work on that issue. Good luck to me on that.

Along this week something happened... not to say it is a BIG case or problem to me, it seems to be just a pinky finger problem... Superiors seems to be very mad about that. Now only I know what is so great about the quote, "Don't Sweat The Small Stuff, It's All Small Stuff." Well, human with childish mentality will somehow do baby stuffs. First they "CRY", then they "POINT", at the end? They will get what they "DEMAND". Pffft, c'mon, grow up douchebags, stop being laugh stocks. Angrybirds? Well, they're Angry-babies for me now. 

Well, there's nothing much to fear about after all... 

Until next time folks.

To whom he pursue with hard work will be paid off.

Unexpected and MINDSCREWING Interview

Yesterday the medical faculty organized an interview for the pre-medical cadets that passed their pointers. But the information reached us was like the night before the happening day. Everything seems to be like nomrla to me that morning, but when the group was devided into 3, I was in the 1st group. Which one of the panel is the deputy dean. Well, my group was the toughest I can say. *Note: Deputy Dean is a psychologist*. When my turn came up, I went in and sat down, I got a severe brainfreeze situation, when she thre me the question, "why do you choose this profession?" then I answered her "I'm interested, I want to explore more, Help people and bla bla bla those kinda bullshits." Surprisingly, she gave me a astonishing answer, "You DIDN'T ANSWER my question". I was like WHAT?! Then the conversation continue. Throughout the whole interview I was bad. Badly influenced and HYPER-NERVOUS. Damn, I'm screwed now. How I wish I can write a letter,

Dear GOD,
    I need you help badly.
                        Yours Sincerely, BRYAN

Stay firm, be strong, think positive, be optimist.

What is collective "HELL"

Most of the people would say something that is very bad or suffering that is going to happen. But in my context, with what I experienced was, something that we can try to enjoy. From the start it would be quite mental, your muscles will be numb, tired, pain, mental will brake down, but slowly you will realise you are not the only one. People around you are having the same feeling. *execpt the one who is giving laaa =P*. Well, in the end, when you think back, it's quite a day tho. Mentality comes first than physical. You might be physically fit, but you might not be mentally fit. It's easy to say but when it comes true... *Hahaha...* only you will know.
Peace out yo. =P. Stay fit!!!

XOXO...

Warded I

All I remember was PAIN. Endoscopy looks fine to me when I look at the overview. But when you really are in that situation it will be different. First I thought that I would be completely anesthetize then only the camera will be inserted from my mouth into my stomach. What i encountered was that, I was half awake and the doctor started the operation. DAMN, it was awful. What the doctor told me was, "you will feel a bit uncomfortable, but just swallow don't go against it." DAMN, felt cheated. But the pain didn't last long, just for a while then the drug took place. The next thing I know is that I'm on the bed. Throat was extremely uncomfortable and pain. GOSH, I'm HEALTHY!!! Why do appointments have to be postponed for months?! I have stomach problem two months ago NOT now. Well, who cares, as long as I'm healthy, some body check-ups will do. Stay healthy readers.

XOXO...

算了吧。

有时候不是你想不想而是你行不行。
Many things might seems to be easy to reach but forbidden to touch.