Second Chance

我知道我做错了。但是我有尝试去挽回。。。往往就是少了个机会。。
Sometimes, chance only come by once. When it is lost it will never come back.

Everybody deserves a second chance.

我疯了。

哈哈哈。。。

我。哭。了。

Little talks by Of Monster and Men

Hey! Hey! Hey!
I don't like walking around this old and empty house.
So hold my hand, I'll walk with you my dear
The stairs creak as I sleep,
it's keeping me awake
It's the house telling you to close your eyes

Some days I can't even dress myself.
It's killing me to see you this way.
'Cause though the truth may vary
this ship will carry our bodies safe to shore.

Hey! Hey! Hey!

There's an old voice in my head
that's holding me back
Well tell her that I miss our little talks.
Soon it will all be over and buried with our past
We used to play outside when we were young
and full of life and full of love.
Some days I feel like I'm wrong when I am right.
Your mind is playing tricks on you my dear.

'Cause though the truth may vary
This ship will carry our bodies safe to shore

Hey!
Don't listen to a word I say
Hey!
The screams all sound the same.
Hey!
Though the truth may vary
this ship will carry our bodies safe to shore

Hey! Hey! Hey!

You're gone, gone, gone away,
I watched you disappear.
All that's left is a ghost of you.
Now we're torn, torn, torn apart,
there's nothing we can do,
Just let me go, we'll meet again soon.
Now wait, wait, wait for me, please hang around
I'll see you when I fall asleep.

Hey!
Don't listen to a word I say
Hey!
The screams all sound the same.
Hey!
Though the truth may vary
this ship will carry our bodies safe to shore
Don't listen to a word I say
Hey!
The screams all sound the same.
Hey!
Though the truth may vary
this ship will carry our bodies safe to shore (x3)

The Last One. No more. This is to an end.

My fault?

Learn how to have MUTUAL RESPECT!

Brooks Half Marathon

Previously, I have done a marathon before. So, for this run I have kinda more confident to finish it. But this run although is a shorter run, yet, I ran like people with amputated legs. But along the way I see all types of people, even a veteran over took me with his easy step. I see how much they value health inside them. In conclusion, I had two sore legs, a light-feeling head and two foot with blisters. Run Happy, by Brooks.
*barefoot indeed nice but still, they require socks!!!*

Encouraging or Discouraging?

Past few weeks were packed with classes, 3 tests were done. Sadly speaking, I failed two of them. Should I be discouraged or take it as a mentality booster? Haiz... 

*So DIScouraging, :O"

Well, life goes on. Work harder for the next time. :). Haha, this typical new girl that came in this UNI is weird yet funny. But won't talk much in here :P. It's bad to poke people's back. Next week will be a new block for me... A new system to learn... First day it's already having 5 CLASSES waiting. My GAWD... That will give me a cramp in my brain. X,X!. Pray hard my neurotransmitter will still function well. :O...

If situation still on going like this I can predict that I will REALLY fail soon, everyday just class, sleep, eat, play, sleep... Damn, no revision at all. Oh please, BRYAN! SHOW SOME EFFORT PLEASE?! T,T, I need some initiative please...

Dear Bryan,
   Please find yourself  ASAP, URGENT!!!
                                               From BRYAN.

Plan wise is easy, think wise is easy, but action is always the tricky part. 

I REALLY HAVE TO PICK UP SOME PACE ALREADY!!! 

"Your Altitude depends on your attitude not your aptitude."

Work hard 'ma boy, work hard...

Beginning of the endless journey.

Well, it is really been a while that since the last time I post a blog. haha, my first year in medical degree has started 3 weeks ago and yet I'm already dying while facing those books already.

*it is more or less like culture shock for me.

People tend to plan very hard but in the end fails the plan. I do plan, just I don't know why it just won't work on me. *damn, I'll really have to put some effort in working out plans.* Books, books, books... He will be my partner for the rest of my life I guess. In classes, ever since the lecturers start their lectures, automatically, eye lids will start being heavy, head will start nodding and mind will start wondering about grandmother's stories then *snap!* BLACKOUT! THERE GOES ONE DOWN! Gosh, I tend to stay awake in the class but still.... 

Oh well, I still have to work on that issue. Good luck to me on that.

Along this week something happened... not to say it is a BIG case or problem to me, it seems to be just a pinky finger problem... Superiors seems to be very mad about that. Now only I know what is so great about the quote, "Don't Sweat The Small Stuff, It's All Small Stuff." Well, human with childish mentality will somehow do baby stuffs. First they "CRY", then they "POINT", at the end? They will get what they "DEMAND". Pffft, c'mon, grow up douchebags, stop being laugh stocks. Angrybirds? Well, they're Angry-babies for me now. 

Well, there's nothing much to fear about after all... 

Until next time folks.

To whom he pursue with hard work will be paid off.