I'm getting lazier and lazier.
What motivates me?
Basically nothing motivates me...
I can't find a single solid reason to persuade myself to strive for it.
Determination is just not there, people use to say that it's all about your mentality.
Guess what, I just doesn't have that mentality already...
Nothing comes easy, but hard work doesn't come whenever you wish.
How I wish I can study all day long without stopping, but my thoughts like to wander around and think about other people's business.
While in the class, lecturers use to do reviews that what we've learnt.
After the question is thrown out during the review, I can't really refresh back a single clue.
Maybe I'm just, not that competent.
There're thousands of medical students out there, but I'm not the type with super self esteem and brilliant brains.
Looking at the smart ones I will feel guilty.
Looking back to myself, I feel stupidity.
Yeah, people can say what they want, I can act as much as I want.
I'm just not the person who I used to be.
A weaker person, is who am I.
I AM DISAPPOINTED, BRYAN.
#digaholeandburymyself
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