A little not too much

I think I lost my identity as chinese, or should I say, I lost my way...

I was lost along my path...

No one found me,

No one intends to find me...

I can be very stubborn I guess,

A total retard, all new level of fucked up human...

Silence...

It kills inside of me...

Stress...

It burdens inside of me...

Sacrifice...

This killed me...

I was never the one before...

Sorry to everyone that put high hopes on me... 

I just can do what I can...