It took me away...

From days to days...

It doesn't seem long...

Yeah, indeed it was just 4months and 8days...

But she meant a whole lot to me...

If she's hurted, inside me, I was killed...

If she's sad, I would crack my head to cheer her up...

But the biggest mistake that I did was...

Letting her down, making her sad...

I didn't want to be like this...

I just want her to be happy...

I just want to know her more...

But it all started with my stupidity...

A slack which brought us into a fight...

If I can exchange my pride for her happiness, I would give in...

If I can give away money to bring her smile back, I would give in...

But... These didn't work... 

I can feel it's really hurtful to her...

I wanted to give her my part...

I wanted to take her pain and give her my happiness...

Why lord!!! Why can't you be fair with her?

I just want to see her smile...

A smile which will make up my whole day...

The mesmeriszing smile that I adore... 

I would kneel down and say I'm sorry dear dear...

I'M REALLY SORRY DEAR DEAR...

I miss your smile... 

Anxiety, I guess I inherited my parents genes.