What is the opposite side of everything?

Nothing, he answered. 

Who we are

History tells us who we are and what are we made up of.

Now I realize I do like History.

Pathetic me

People see me as a person which is,

Happy, childish, maybe dark, sporty...

Whatever...

But... 

I found myself has no difference from the petty little kittens at the end of the street.

Being neglected,

Tossed around,

No matter how hard you try you will never be competent.

Maybe I should just stay where I came from and have my own pathetic life... 

A feedback? indeed, it is a feedback. 

#gofuckyourself

Hidden shadow

Phantom of the opera?

To be hidden or to be exposed,

To watch over,

To embrace,

To understand,

To be neglected,

To be outcast,

To be called off,

Phantom haunts,

I will watch your back.

"You will never walk alone." - Liverpool FC

Be someone

Hard work is what takes to make a better person.

Sacrifice is what takes to make hard work.

Buckle up BRYAN!

You have a WAR to FIGHT!

Disappointment

Things are changing.

I'm getting lazier and lazier.

What motivates me?

Basically nothing motivates me...

I can't find a single solid reason to persuade myself to strive for it. 

Determination is just not there, people use to say that it's all about your mentality. 

Guess what, I just doesn't have that mentality already... 

Nothing comes easy, but hard work doesn't come whenever you wish.

How I wish I can study all day long without stopping, but my thoughts like to wander around and think about other people's business.

While in the class, lecturers use to do reviews that what we've learnt.

After the question is thrown out during the review, I can't really refresh back a single clue.

Maybe I'm just, not that competent.

There're thousands of medical students out there, but I'm not the type with super self esteem and brilliant brains.

Looking at the smart ones I will feel guilty.

Looking back to myself, I feel stupidity.

Yeah, people can say what they want, I can act as much as I want.

I'm just not the person who I used to be.

A weaker person, is who am I.

I AM DISAPPOINTED, BRYAN.

#digaholeandburymyself

People don't see themselves

旁观者清。

I keep those feelings for myself.
If I were to speak, you and I will ended up in a fight. Why? Nevermind, then, feel whatever you feel is right, assume whatever you assume is right. You will always be the one who is right.
Having an argument is not fun.
When argument comes, who is it to blame? Me? Yeah, perhaps... Because I'm the stupid one.
I'm no worthy your respect. Keep that in mind...
Reality tells us, a million deeds you have done before, will never win a mistake you do.
People will remember the wrong things you have done. Not the right things.


#fuckmyownlife.

Be Happy. Be Fucked Up.