压力

从以前，到如今，我都没什么给自己压力，因该是我有点小聪明吧。但是，现在压力就像一种有威胁性的武器。。。我被压缩。。。

我已经忘了如何去笑。。。

压力真的存在吗？

Equality

I didn't wish for much... 

When I have problems I shared with you because you asked me...

When you have problems, I begged for it... But you pushed me away...

I know it's your life is not easy...

But at least let me know what should I do to help?

You don't need my help?

You need some space?

F**k space!

If you are upset, I will be ten times more than that... Because I care!

Don't say I don't know how you feel...

我是看脸色看了十八年活过来的。

What you show on your face, your text, I know how to interpret...

Yeah, sometimes I know I'm a control freak...

But, I just want you to open up your mind... I just want you to Share your problems...

Past, I no longer want to know...

I just want to know what is your current problems...

What are you facing... 

Maybe you can live on by ignoring me...

I can't... In out in out in out... Every SHIT in my brain is about you...

Nevermind... You win...

你赢了。。。我就看你的吧。。。

看着你来办。。。

孝，不需要等。

It took me away...

From days to days...

It doesn't seem long...

Yeah, indeed it was just 4months and 8days...

But she meant a whole lot to me...

If she's hurted, inside me, I was killed...

If she's sad, I would crack my head to cheer her up...

But the biggest mistake that I did was...

Letting her down, making her sad...

I didn't want to be like this...

I just want her to be happy...

I just want to know her more...

But it all started with my stupidity...

A slack which brought us into a fight...

If I can exchange my pride for her happiness, I would give in...

If I can give away money to bring her smile back, I would give in...

But... These didn't work... 

I can feel it's really hurtful to her...

I wanted to give her my part...

I wanted to take her pain and give her my happiness...

Why lord!!! Why can't you be fair with her?

I just want to see her smile...

A smile which will make up my whole day...

The mesmeriszing smile that I adore... 

I would kneel down and say I'm sorry dear dear...

I'M REALLY SORRY DEAR DEAR...

I miss your smile... 

Anxiety, I guess I inherited my parents genes.

It's been a while

Hmmm... Decided to write something...

I just got back to my University, guess what? Everybody is having their holiday I took a quiz which I got to read back the whole physiology syllabus despite after 3 weeks of holidays...

Who can take up a book again to study for a quiz?

Maybe there are people who can... But definitely not me... Haha...

I thought it was right after my professional exam at first... But now I know... "It's NOT".

My class is planning on a "field trip"...

Heading to islands I guess. Gosh, how I wish I can follow to full trip...

Too bad... QUIZ again...

During my two weeks holiday I spend most of my time at my home doing nothing...

But I spend 5 days with my special one... :) 3 days at melacca was indeed delight! :D

I won't forget those moments...

I just miss it...

I miss you alot...

*although it's not even a week yet* >,<.

People would say these feelings will only occur in the beginning of a cling.

I really hope we'll stay this way as long as we're together... :3

We are silly... We are stubborn...

But we are who we are made of... A pair which we will make people jealous. :P

思念是一种病。

A realm of itself.

Well, people talk about love.

People share love.

People give love.

People being loved.

A realm that allow people to immense themselves into it.

:)

Well, I'm glad to have you.

XOXO. :) 

Stressed

What is it to feel stressed...

Stressed until an extent which you shed tears... 

Man are human, woman are human... 

We need care... 

I lost

Somehow, maybe it was my fault.

Maybe it wasn't...

Maybe it was me who is naive. 

But is it hard to start a conversation?

Last time you use to do so.

Well, maybe it should be my job. 

Things change, time pass.

That should sound or look like something which is very small...

If I were to get mad with it, I would be the loser type of loser...

Yet I'm a guy...

Damn, with a stick yet being that naive... Childish...

HAHAHAHAHA.... Pathetic...

What? PATHETIC... 

I just want a word from you... 

Even a "fuck off" would do...

Maybe you just can't care much anymore? 

Yeah, exams are near...

You have no time for it... 

I understand...

I truly understands. :)

Concentrate on your studies... 

Good luck to you.

Strive for the utmost ahead.

Best wishes.